(Yes, Uk POST will be blogged about once i spot that effing memory card reader.)

I might be having one of the major downs in a teen life, dilemmas. A dilemma that involves choosing, which fyi, im so not good in. Cause it so contradicts to 'indecisive' and 'fickle-minded'. But anyhoos, this case its totally different, i ahve to choose between holidays with maternal family and celebrate Hari Ray Haji with my cousins over at Indonesia (Hello, adding to the fact that its my very first time!')OR compete in the netball carnival. And the best part everybody needs to applause about is, IT EFFING FALLS ON THE SAME DAY AND THE FLIGHT TIME WITH THE COMPETITION. And apparently according to reliable whatnot sources, there is freaking only one schedule for that destination on that day, which is in the morning.

So i'd officially say its almost impossible to attend at least both, even if i have to miss a match or two.

And plus, I'm on the flight's waiting list, which means they have about two weeks of rescheduling and myself, i'll be having doubts whether im doing which. But talking about netball, i've been sacrficing and committing myself to trainings under oven temperature, and getting all tanned plus bad skin, IS IT WORTH IT TO JUST LEAVE THE COMPETITION LIKE THAT. I wanna play really so that all that training dont go to waste, seriously. And for the trip, its almost a one in a million we'd be able to travel as a whole huge family together, and again celebrating our holy festive there with our indonesian cuzzys, together doing all sorts of fun things. In addition to that, it'll be my first time going to Java, my late grandad's homeground. I can imagine it'll be so cool , cooler than ice below freezing point(metaphorically) .

SO 3 THINGS IM EFFED UP, PISSED ABOUT IS
1- I cant decide between the two.And mom and dad are not giving much help, all they did was to add on to the matter and to talk about irrelevant stuff. It's really pissing me off.
2-I wanna blog about the UK post but I freaking cant find my memory card reader, which would allow me to transfer the pictures to the computer and hence, blog.
3-The fact that you brought up irrelevant things that has absolutely nothing to do with the issue of flight booking. Stop raking the same issue up .
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.